Love Sacrificed

Here you can find my masterlist of all fanfictions I've ever written and posted somewhere on the internet. I just hope that I didn't miss any while compiling this :)

Places I currently post: love_sacrificed, Ao3 and Squidge World

Basis:
I've done an extensive comparison of the fics posted to Livejournal, FF.net, WWOMB and my website that was hosted on Geocities. Since Geocities doesn't do (free) websites any more, my website is down. This means that some stories don't have a link at all. Those were (apparently) only posted to my website (and maybe some yahoo!groups.)
I might or might not have posted stories on other websites. I have done some research and found an account at an NCIS fanfiction archive (1 story archived), a HP archive (0 stories archived) and a Supernatural archive (0 stories archived). I also found another Supernatural archive that I actually had posted to through the wayback machine that has gone offline. Should you find any of my stories elsewhere - let me know and I'll check out if it is an account in an archive I simply forgot about or not :D

Some fandoms surprised me with their numbers - both because I ended up with more and less than I expected.

About Fandoms with several shows:
Different shows that belong to the same universe can be found under one heading. Crossovers between those shows, will be posted under that heading and not crossovers. Right now, this affects the fandoms CSI, Doctor Who and Stargate.

Update January 2012:
Towards the end of 2011 I started an account on Ao3. Starting January 2012 I've started uploading my stories there (using this list as a guideline). Every now and then I'll update the links here and once I'm done I will also update the fandom specific lists. I've also added a new fandom (Sherlock) to my list.

Update May 2013:
I mostly finished uploading my stories to Ao3 now and the remaining stories will wait a while longer. I want to concentrate on the stories hiding out on my hard drive for now.
I also have a DW account now and should I finally manage to post some of my new stories (there are 20+ short stories I've sent off to be beta read and quite possibly a few more that need some minor fixing from me or are still on paper). I also added links to fics posted at my personal journal (meaning from before I decided to use a community to share my fandom works with)

I've contemplated changing the way the stories are sorted. Currently they're all in alphabetical order, independent of pairings (or even slash or het). I've considered adding sub headings for slash & het or possibly pairings (possibly even a mix if there a certain percentage is a specific pairing). So far I've decided against it. They're all clearly labelled after all.

Update June 2013:
After reading about a case where someone abused the backdating feature on Ao3 to hide plagiarism @ stop_plagiarism, I figured I should check out more places where I might have posted my stories. Especially for those HP stories that are just on Ao3 due to the death of my website and don't have a hard date to pin them down! Then I remembered that I used to have (technically it's still there, just very much dead with the most recent post being from April 2008) mailing list. Anything with a "(yahoo groups)" in the link section is also at that yahoo group.

Update January 2019:
After six years, I'm finally back to writing. Well not writing directly - I've been doing that off and on. I just never typed up anything or got it ready for posting.
As part of that I actually updated the list with 20 stories I wrote back in August 2013. I have no idea why I never updated the Masterlist with them. Any new stories are marked accordingly.

I also moved the Marvel section as I wanted all of the movies under one category.

Update July 2024:
I've reactivated my account on WWOMB - now Squidge World, having upgraded to a new framework that is also usedd by Ao3 - and uploaded my 9-1-1 Lone Star stories so far. Not sure if I will be uploading other stories that weren't posted there so far. I've fixed the links pointing to the old address of WWOMB.

Additionally, for a variety of reasons, I've locked my stories both on Squidge World and Ao3. This means that you can only see them, if you're logged in yourself.

Last Updated: 21 July 2024

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Being Human
Criminal Minds
Crossover
CSI / CSI:Miami / CSI:NY
Dark Angel
Doctor Who / Torchwood
Harry Potter
Highlander
House MD
Lord of the Rings / The Hobbit
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Medical Investigation
NCIS
Numb3rs
Sanctuary
Sherlock
Stargate / Stargate: Atlantis
Supernatural
The Fast and the Furious
X-Men
Evil Author Day
German / Deutsch

MASTERLIST

9-1-1 LONE STAR

Title: Clearing the Air
Pairings/Characters: Carlos Reyes/TK Strand
Rating: FRT
Summary: Kneeling down, he reached out with his hand only to stop short of actually touching Carlos. He could just barely make out the tear tracks in what little light made its way into the room. Did he really want to leave this fight to fester until the next morning? TK sighed before he tentatively touched Carlos’ cheek to wipe away the tears.
TK and Carlos talk it out after they had a fight after visiting a potential wedding venue.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth ~ Squidge World

Title: Coming Clean
Pairings/Characters: Carlos Reyes/TK Strand, Nancy Gillian, Tommy Vega
Rating: FRT
Summary: When they get home after having lunch with Owen, Carlos and TK sit down to have a serious chat.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth ~ Squidge World

Title: Drowsy Bliss
Pairings/Characters: Carlos Reyes/TK Strand
Rating: FRT
Summary: Carlos halted in the open door to the bedroom, taking in the sight of TK sleeping as peacefully as he ever managed. It had been two weeks since he’d been released from the hospital and come home. Since they had gotten back together.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth ~ Squidge World

New
Title: Hold My Hand
Pairings/Characters: Carlos Reyes/TK Strand
Rating: FRT
Summary: Carlos enjoys holding TK's hand as they're lying on the hood of his car.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth ~ Squidge World

Title: Moving Forwards
Pairings/Characters: Carlos Reyes/TK Strand
Rating: FRT
Summary:Carlos closed the door behind him, leaning his head against it as he let everything that had happened that day sink in. It was a mess. He was a mess. No matter how well he might be able to convince the rest of the world of the opposite. Although, he wasn’t entirely sure that he was really convincing any of his friends of that.

Faced with losing TK for good, with losing any hope of things ever getting better between them again, Carlos finally accepts some hard truths.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth ~ Squidge World

New
Title: The Boyfriend
Pairings/Characters: Carlos Reyes/TK Strand, Andrea Reyes
Rating: FRT
Summary: Spending the night at her son's place, leads to some unexpected revelations for Andrea when TK sneaks in after returning from fighting the wild fires.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth ~ Squidge World

New
Title: The Hesitant Match
Pairings/Characters: Carlos Reyes/TK Strand
Rating:
Summary: When Carlos is matched with a sentinel from New York, he's got his work cut out for him to convince him that they can make it work. Along the way he has to face some of his own truths.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth ~ Squidge World

Title: TK the Bunny
Pairings/Characters: Carlos Reyes/TK Strand
Rating: FRC
Summary: Carlos is confronted with the fact that TK is a werebunny.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth ~ Squidge World

BEING HUMAN

Title: Lovers
Pairings/Characters: Mitchel/Seth
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Despite everything, they still considered each other lovers after all.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal

Title: Absolutely Smitten
Pairings/Characters: one-sided George/Mitchell
Rating: FRT
Summary: He was starting to think that moving together with George had been a very bad idea.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal

CRIMINAL MINDS

Title: Comfort in a Time of Grief
Pairings/Characters: Spencer Reid/David Rossi, past Reid/Maeve, implied Rossi/Strauss
Rating: FRM
Summary: It had been three weeks and six days since Maeve had died.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth

Title: Gifts
Pairings/Characters: Derek Morgan/Spencer Reid
Rating: FRT
Summary: Derek worries about his Christmas Gift for Spencer
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: Intoxication
Pairings/Characters: Gen, Reid, Garcia
Rating: FRT
Summary: A drunk Spencer contemplates what to do about his problem with addiction considering Gideon's response to his request for help. He ends up calling Garcia.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth

CROSSOVER
Criminal Minds/Supernatural

Title: A Place Called Home
Pairings/Characters: Dean Winchester/Spencer Reid
Rating: FRT
Summary: Dean thinks about his home.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Answers
Pairings/Characters: Dean Winchester/Spencer Reid
Rating: FRT
Notes: Sequel to Questions
Summary: Dean answers Spencer's questions.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: Forgiveness
Pairings/Characters: Dean Winchester/Spencer Reid
Rating: FRT
Summary: Dean realises how long it's been since he last visited Spencer and that he needed to do some apologising.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth

Title: Hands
Pairings/Characters: Dean Winchester/Spencer Reid
Rating: FRM
Summary: Dean loves Spencer's hands.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: Hoping
Pairings/Characters: Dean Winchester/Spencer Reid
Rating: FRT
Summary: They both hope for things.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: I Want Nurse Spencer
Pairings/Characters: Dean Winchester/Spencer Reid
Rating: FRT
Summary: "I didn't want some random nurse taking care of me"
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Questions
Pairings/Characters: Dean Winchester/Spencer Reid
Rating: FRT
Summary: Spencer has some questions.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: Scars
Pairings/Characters: Dean Winchester/Spencer Reid
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Dean knew that while the majority of his own scars were visible, Spencer's were mostly invisible.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Criminal Minds/X-Men

Title: Cherished Moments
Pairings/Characters: Logan/Spencer Reid
Rating: FRT
Summary: Spencer cherished every moment he spent with Logan.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth

CSI:Miami/NCIS

Title: Conferences
Pairings/Characters: Tim Speedle/Tony DiNozzo
Rating: FRAO
Summary: A chance meeting at a conference.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Sunday Morning
Pairings/Characters: Tim Speedle/Tony DiNozzo
Rating: FRAO
Summary: A lazy sunday morning.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

CSI:NY/Numb3rs

Title: Coming Out
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Don Eppes
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny contemplates how far they've come just before he's going to be introduced to Alan.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

CSI:NY/Supernatural

Title: Having Fun at the Prom
Pairings/Characters: Dean Winchester/Danny Messer
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Danny sneaks away from the prom for a short round of fun with Dean.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth

Dark Angel/NCIS

Title: Dinner and More
Pairings/Characters: Tony DiNozzo/Logan Cale
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Tony and Logan meet for the first time after Logan got bound to the wheelchair.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

CSI
CSI (Las Vegas)

Title: Catching On
Pairings/Characters: Greg Sanders/Gil Grissom
Rating: FRT
Summary: Grissom catches on...
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ Squidge World

Title: Coming Home
Pairings/Characters: Greg Sanders/Gil Grissom
Rating: FRT
Summary: Greg comes home after a visit with his family
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: Confessions
Pairings/Characters: Catherine Willows/Gil Grissom
Rating: FRT
Summary: Gil confesses something in the hope that he doesn't loose Catherine.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Disappointing Grissom
Pairings/Characters: Greg Sanders/Gil Grissom
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Greg failed his proficiency and believes he lost any chances he had had with Grissom.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~(yahoo groups)

Title: Greg Tells Sara
Pairings/Characters: Greg Sanders/Gil Grissom
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Greg's tired of Sara walking into his territory and opts to do something about it.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Magnetic Relations
Pairings/Characters: Greg Sanders/Warrick Brown
Rating: FRT
Summary: Warrick thinks about his relationship with Greg.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: Merry Christmas
Pairings/Characters: Greg Sanders/Gil Grissom
Rating: FRT
Summary: This was the first Christmas he would spend with his new lover and he was damned if this wouldn't be perfect.
Links: Ao3 ~ Dreamwidth

Title: The Fateful Rock Café
Pairings/Characters: Greg Sanders/Gil Grissom
Rating: FRT
Summary: After watching Greg and Gil avoiding their feelings, Catherine decides that it is time for some matchmaking.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World

Series: Greg's Crush

Title: Greg's Crush
Pairings/Characters: one-sided Greg Sanders/Catherine Willows, Catherine Willows/Gil Grissom
Rating: FRT
Summary: Greg's got a Crush
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Confessions
Pairings/Characters: one-sided Greg Sanders/Catherine Willows, Catherine Willows/Gil Grissom
Rating: FRM
Summary: Greg confesses his feelings.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ (yahoo groups)

CSI:NY

Title: Breaking Down
Pairings/Characters: possible Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRM
Summary: Stella watches Danny and wonders when he'll break apart.
Links: Ao3 ~ FF.net ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Confessions
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny has something to confess.
Links: Ao3 ~ FF.net ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Getting Over Mac
Pairings/Characters: one-sided Danny Messer/Mac Taylor, Danny Messer/Don Flack
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Danny gets drunk and Don helps him...
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Introducing Timothy Messer
Pairings/Characters: implied Danny Messer/OC
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny introduces his son to the team.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Is It Love?
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera, mentions one-sided Danny Messer/Mac Taylor and Stella Bonasera/Mac Taylor
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny and Stella build a support group.
Links: Ao3 ~ FF.net ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: One Year
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Don Flack
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Danny and Don celebrate their one year anniversary.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ Squidge World ~(yahoo groups)

Title: Showers
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Don Flack
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Lately, Danny's been tired a lot.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Series: Counsellor Stella

Title: Counsellor Stella
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer, Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny's picking Stella as his new counsellor.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Danny in Love
Pairings/Characters: one-sided Danny Messer/Mac Taylor, Danny Messer/Don Flack
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny's trying to get over Mac and ends up screwing up even more, or so he thinks.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Mac Finds Out
Pairings/Characters: one-sided Danny Messer/Mac Taylor, Danny Messer/Don Flack
Rating: FRT
Summary: Mac realises some things...
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ (yahoo groups)

Series: The Life of Danny and Stella
(collection of ficlets written for fanfic100, posted as one story on Ao3 since the word average is less than 300 words)

Title: Flirting
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny's PoV of them flirting.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Hoping
Pairings/Characters: one-sided Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny tries to get Stella to notice him.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Ends
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: Stella leaves Danny.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Choices Made
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: It was really a good thing that Danny had chosen the academy.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Officer Down
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: It was as if she knew that it was Danny.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Cleaning
Pairings/Characters: possible Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny cleans Stella's flat before she comes home from the hospital.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: The Search for the Perfect Ring
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny searches for the perfect ring.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: Witness Moon
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: The moon was their only witness.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: Why?
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera, mentions Stella Bonasera/Mac Taylor
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny asks himself some questions after their relationship falls apart.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Title: Favourite Colour
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Stella Bonasera
Rating: FRT
Summary: Stella muses about how her favourite colour changed over the years.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal

Crossovers

Title: Hidden Feelings
Pairings/Characters: Tim Speedle/Danny Messer
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Danny calls an old friend and finds something else instead.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Love and Chocolate Spiders
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Gil Grissom
Rating: FRAO
Summary: Danny meets Grissom after a few years at yet another conference. Only this time he is willing to follow the older man, but is Grissom still available?
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Love Story
Pairings/Characters: Danny Messer/Warrick Brown
Rating: FRT
Summary: Danny moves to Las Vegas and finds more than he expected.
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ Squidge World ~ (yahoo groups)

Title: Mind Blowing
Pairings/Characters: Greg Sanders/Danny Messer
Rating: FRAO
Summary: A PWP... not much to tell ;D
Links: Ao3 ~ Livejournal (personal) ~ Livejournal ~ Squidge World

DARK ANGEL

Title: The Cure
Pairings/Characters: Alec/Logan Cale, Max/Alec/Logan Cale
Rating: FRM
Summary: Max finally has the cure to the virus only to be faced with a surprise couple.
Links: Ao3 ~ Insanejournal (personal) ~ (yahoo groups)